1:23AM
April 11th, 2020
Look….I know times are tough. I KNOW THIS. I’m living it with you. Jobs are getting taken away, we are stuck in the damn house..can’t visit family or friends. ☹ It’s pretty sad times to be honest. I just want things back to normal. Just like plenty of us do. I made a video about this but I was stuttering too much and couldn’t control it so I decided to just write it instead. LOL
Besides it being sad, I believe there’s a hidden message in all of this. Maybe something is trying to tell us to slow down. There’s something out there that is making us realize, we aren’t as strong as we believe. We sit here and take so much shit for granted. Even for me, things like the ability to go to the gym is eye opening. To have dinner with family and friends…have get togethers, etc. Even though I normally live quarantined anyways, haha I’m still affected by this. It’s still a huge change in my life. Ya know?
Thankfully I’m still employed but some people aren’t and that breaks my damn heart. It does. Even though it’s not me. I feel the pain. People have kids to feed bruh!!! But let me tell you this….I know it’s hard. I know it’s tough…but don’t you dare stop fighting. Don’t you dare hang your head right now. We got this…I got this…we ALL got this and I believe that. This crap won’t last forever and when it’s over, we’ll bounce back like no other…and most importantly, we’ll look at life a little different. Maybe we won’t take so much for granted. Maybe we’ll love more!!! I really hope so.
I’m dozing in and out writing this. It’s almost 2am…..i’m going to bed now. But listen…if you’re reading this and going through it…keep your head up please. If we got breath, we are blessed! There’s so many people going through tougher times, I promise. I know it’s hard but we’ll make it out of this…better than we’ve ever been. I love you! <3
PS: Now is the perfect time to love more. Lend someone a smile…..message someone and compliment them. When I’m hurting, I find giving love a reliever. It works, I promise. People need your energy.
And people stayed at home
And read books
And listened
And they rested
And did exercises
And made art and played
And learned new ways of being
And stopped and listened
More deeply.
Someone meditated, someone prayed
Someone met their shadow
And people began to think differently
And people healed.
And in the absence of people who
Lived in ignorant ways
Dangerous, meaningless and heartless,
The earth also began to heal
And when the danger ended and
People found themselves
They Grieved for the dead
And made new choices
And dreamed of new visions
And created new ways of living
And completely healed the earth
Just as they were healed.